And you're still here.

Sometimes I have a lot of doubts and questions about the experiences I've left myself out of, such as dating. I never dated, I only had exclusive relationships. So it's a weird thing for me to think about. Sometimes I wonder if I missed anything.

But I know I wouldn't have enjoyed it much anyway.

And I also know that even if I had, I would have ended up in the same place. Because this is where I belong.

I'm content with what I've experienced and how I've lived my life. Because I'm so happy where I am right now. Really, I'm just glad I didn't take any longer to get here.

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    I feel that way sometimes. I wonder what would have happened if Michael and I had just dated, just had a normal long relationship. He was my first real, longterm relationship after a slew of dating around. I loved dating around, but I enjoyed his security so much more.
    There are days when I doubt, when I wonder what my life would have been like without this decision. But most of the time I am wildly content.


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