I Have Found

This song is beautiful. It's so true, and I feel like it's everything I've been trying to communicate recently about life in general. The rapture of being incomplete. I was speaking about this recently, about why I love life and why I think it's all so worth it - even through all of the bullshit. Because it doesn't need to be planned out, it doesn't need to even be expected. It's surprising, and exciting, and that's what makes it so much fun to live. Finding your own way. Finding your own person. Not knowing who you are the minute you come into this world, or even ever. Because it's just... discovering it. Over and over and over again. Never being a complete definition of a person in most people's eyes. It's good. It's how it should be. I don't want to live a second without the discovery. I don't want to know the plan of my life, whatever it should be. I want to find it myself. I even want to feel empty sometimes. Because there's the knowledge that something will fill that void, and something else will fill another void, and that the gaps in ourselves are only part of growing and moving on.

I wasn't open to all of this before. This is actually a recent development in the way I think about life and myself and what I want the rest of my life to be. I think it spawned from... well, being somewhat content. And having the time to think about who I am, instead of always being scared of it. I'm comfortable with my surroundings, and with the incredible people in my life. Knowing they won't be judging or arguing and I'm completely free to explore.

That's a jumbled mess. But man I love this song.


When I Google image searched 'incomplete', this is the image I got. Fitting, no?






*K